Things I shouldn't Have Done

If I told you that

I thought you should graduate

and look for stars in

overpriced textbooks

replete with waste

but lacking in hope

Did you hate me?

I wanted to share with

you the key to a dream

that I had not realized

that I still wished for

that I believed in

But there is no

monster in the closet

there is no

ufo in the sky

there is no

red-coated fat man

If I told you that 

I am sorry for what

I had told you, and

I realized this too late

that you were you,

could you forgive me?